Out of the Shadows 3

 

This story is mainly for my beloved Mona because I could not do without her and also for all my friends on the SSB list. The characters all belong to Lucasfilm and I am only playing with them for my own pleasure. If you are looking for the established timeline(?) and character continuity…forget it. This is a very alternative universe albeit still a Star Wars one. My thanks also to Rhea Jedi-knight for help with the title and Michele for adding in a clear sighted view.

 

Ash Darklighter

 

Dagobah

 

It was with a sense of coming home that Luke watched the mist enshrouded planet fill his view screen. “Okay, Artoo. I’ll take her in on manual.”

 

Artoo Detoo swivelled his little domed head and twittered a question roughly translated as, ‘Are you sure you know what you’re doing?’

 

“I know what I’m doing this time…up to a point.” Luke’s senses were already caught up with the massive teeming life on the hidden world below. He could also pinpoint the flickering presence of the being he was seeking. This was progress indeed.

 

Artoo blew an electronic raspberry of derision.

 

“I like that, Artoo. I landed perfectly well the last time too.” Luke’s voice was indignant. “My ship just sank the first time. Set the approach vectors and then I’ll do the rest. There’s something in the atmosphere that makes the instruments go crazy. Your sensors are useless here; you have to remember that, Artoo. I had to fly in blind on that first occasion when we landed in the swamp. Now I can see.”

 

Artoo whistled derisively.

 

“The Force, Artoo. It makes everything so clear.” There was wonder in the young Jedi’s voice. Wonder and not a little awe.

 

He was returning to Dagobah. He’d left all that he knew and loved and was willingly cutting himself off from his friends, family and the life he had known to complete his training as a Jedi Knight. It was one of the hardest sacrifices he’d ever had to make. Now that he’d found his sister, he didn’t want to be without her again – her or Han. But he had a duty to the Jedi and to all the beings who had kept him and his sister safe. The choice, and therefore the sacrifice, had to be made. It wouldn’t be forever, he told himself optimistically. By this time next year he would return.

 

Artoo began to chirp as the strange planet grew closer. “Okay, little fella. I’m on it.”

 

Mysterious white vapour curled eerily from the tree-infested swamp as the x-wing lowered gently to land on solid ground. This time Luke’s ship didn’t sink into the mire but he let out the breath he hadn’t realised that he was holding.

 

Artoo beeped quietly.

 

“So, I wasn’t as confident as I made out,” Luke muttered ruefully as the sound of the engine died into stillness. He relaxed into his leather seat for a moment, letting the tension slip slowly away from his body, before unfastening his harness. “Okay, Artoo - now to find Yoda. I should think he’d be expecting me by now.”

 

He was surprised at first that Yoda was not waiting for him as he climbed out of the ship but Luke had tried to shield himself against discovery. He was effectively going to disappear from the galaxy until he considered the time was right, so a little practice never went amiss. Still, he’d never expected Yoda not to see through his shields. He turned to Artoo and levitated him out of the x-wing. “Careful there, Artoo. Remember what happened the first time we came here? Lucky you weren’t easily digested.”

 

The little droid tootled a pithy reply.

 

“I don’t want you to come to harm, shortstuff. See any sign of Master Yoda yet?” The routine was strangely now as familiar to Luke as breathing. Land on strange planet, warn Artoo of the dangers and then wait for the local wildlife to show up. He’d been on enough worlds to learn. He finally relaxed his own tightly held shields and let his own essence mix with Dagobah’s beating heart. Yoda would sense his presence immediately.

 

He grinned down at Artoo. “We could start unloading and then go and find Master Yoda.”

 

Artoo beeped his agreement.

 

“Or he will find us first.” Luke lifted his head as he sensed…something. But this time he was not unprepared for what he had to face and turned to meet the tiny being that stood behind him. “Master Yoda,” Luke said bowing his head deferentially. He could remember his first mistaken impression of the Jedi Master and had learned not to rely on appearance alone. But this time he fought to keep his expression unchanged. Yoda had aged greatly in a mere few months and he’d looked old and unwell the last time Luke had seen him. There was a frailness about the old Jedi that worried Luke.

 

“Welcome, son of Skywalker. Why make that face you do?”

 

“What face?” Luke replied carefully.

 

Yoda shook his head. “See through you I do. I will not fade quite yet.”

 

“You…fade? Never,” Luke scoffed lightly, although his heart missed a beat at the thought of losing Yoda.

 

“When my time it is, fade I will. Tis part of the Force,” Yoda pronounced with a far away expression in his eyes and then cackled, the familiar twinkle returning. “But not today. No…no…not today. Long way have you come, Luke. Hungry you must be.”

 

Luke’s face broke into a genuine smile. “You know me, Master. I’m always hungry.”

 

Yoda nodded and Luke thought he paused as if he wanted to say something else. Yoda was a law unto himself and Luke knew that if he was to learn what Yoda wanted to tell him, he would have to practice his hard won patience and wait until the old Jedi was ready.

 

“Come, come. Soon food will ready be,” Yoda urged brightly and hobbled off briskly towards his dwelling.

 

“Artoo, stay with the ship,” Luke instructed the little droid. “I won’t be long.” Through the trees he could see the flickering light denoting the tiny window of Yoda’s primitive home. “We have our own place to set up before the rain starts again.”

 

“Hurry, Luke.” Yoda’s voice reached back to the young Jedi.

 

“I’m coming,” he answered and headed after the diminutive being.

 

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“Master Yoda,” Luke said softly, placing his spoon in his empty bowl and setting it aside. “Something is bothering you?” For a moment, Luke almost thought he had startled the little green being.

 

“Growing in strength are you, young Skywalker. Your prescience is keen. No, nothing is ‘bothering me’. Think not I did that you would return.”

 

“But I gave you my word,” Luke said earnestly, wondering why Yoda was lying to him and perhaps more surprised that he had seen through the old Jedi’s evasive words.

 

“Learned what you needed, had you. A Jedi are you now.”

 

“A Jedi – a real Jedi?” Luke’s face grew stiff. “No. I had learned enough to enable me to undertake the task that was mine as soon as you were aware of my existence – destroy the Emperor, and with him, Vader. I may be considered a Jedi Knight by the galaxy at large, and for that I thank you but…”

 

“Sorrow you feel?” Yoda’s large luminous eyes seemed to see right through the young Jedi, stripping the layers away from the aching hurt he had tried so hard to conceal from all around him. “Fear and anger perhaps consume you?” the Jedi Master persisted. “Was Darth Vader worth all this emotion?”

 

Luke’s mouth tightened and pain flashed across his visage. “He turned back to the good side at the end. Vader saved me and it was he who destroyed Palpatine – not me. There was still good in him. He regretted not having known me, his only son but knowing me…killed him. He only learned about Leia…at the very end.”

 

“Many evil acts he committed but would not have destroyed his Master unless you had been there. Good thing you did, son of Skywalker. Turned Vader back to the light. Impossible I thought this was. Doubt I had.”

 

“He was still my father!” Luke clenched his black gloved fist. He’d been right; they had trained him to complete a task but not to shoulder the emotions that went with it. So many things had been taken from him and he needed to be strong and not let that affect him but he wasn’t strong enough. Inside him was the small boy who had longed for his father. “I still…loved him.”

 

“A Jedi should not know love,” Yoda declared resolutely.

 

Luke’s chin lifted. “I disagree. Where has not being able to love got the Jedi? If you don’t mind me saying it, you are alone on a swamp planet without friends or family.”

 

“I’m not alone. With me you are.” Yoda gave a merry cackle. “And I have the Force. A Jedi is never alone when he has the Force.”

 

“Stop twisting things. You know very well what I mean.” Luke’s eyes grew bright with suppressed emotion. “I love my sister and my friends…Han, Chewie... Love is a strength and it was a weakness that made the Jedi disregard it.”

 

Yoda sighed. “Told her you did.”

 

Luke was unrepentant. “Yes, I told her. I never knew my real family. You denied me the chance to know my father. Would the Force begrudge me my sister? If I had to save them from Cloud City again knowing what my actions cost them and me, I would go again.”

 

Yoda sighed. “Reckless.”

 

“‘A Jedi craves not excitement’…I know that one – you said it to me often enough. But I’m human with all the frailties of my species…”

 

“You are a Jedi Knight,” Yoda insisted gruffly. “The last of the order are you. See the Jedi rise again you must.”

 

Luke held out his hands in appeal. “I have not learned enough to pass on my knowledge to the next generation of Jedi. I don’t feel like a real Jedi inside.” He pounded at his chest with his clenched fist. “I worry that I would not be able to instruct others as you taught me. I worry that I could fail…Leia.” Suddenly, the image of a woman he had never seen before flashed into his mind. She was fierce, yet beautiful, with hard green eyes and an abundant mane of fiery red curls. Who was she? Was she a possible Jedi? He tried to keep hold of the image but the woman laughed at him and disappeared. If she was Force-strong, could he fail her too?

 

“Ah…” Yoda stared hard at Luke as his apprentice momentarily appeared to see something shift in the layers of the Force. “Interesting,” he murmured, wondering what the boy had seen. Luke was stronger in the Force than he had anticipated – and he’d sensed that Luke was powerful from the exact moment of his birth. How much power did the boy really possess? If they had been back in the Old Republic in the Jedi temple he could have been tested. He had been difficult to hide from Vader and Palpatine. But now he was reaching what he was destined to become and not for the first time Yoda wondered if the practice of taking babies from their families to train as Jedi had been the right one.

 

Shaken, Luke wondered if Yoda had seen the woman too but the old Jedi said nothing. He gathered his thoughts together and continued, the bitterness in his voice exposing the way he felt. “I was angry with you and Obi-Wan, Master Yoda, and I know anger is of the dark side but you used me.”

 

Yoda’s breath escaped in a long hiss and he seemed to deflate in front of Luke’s eyes, again appearing old and fragile. “Right you are, young Skywalker and wrong we were. But no other way was there.”

 

“I disagree. You told me the truth from a certain point of view but that truth, and the way it was told, could have destroyed me.”

 

“We had to hope that this was not so. You were our only hope.”

 

“But Leia…”

 

“Her strengths lie along a different path. Not a warrior is she in the way that we needed. Strong you were and proud was I when you did not turn.”

 

Luke’s eyes widened at the unexpected admission. When he’d first come to train on Dagobah he would have given almost anything to hear a word of praise from Yoda. Now somehow, it didn’t matter. Without actually being human, the Jedi Master had exhibited to his apprentice some very human failings. He could see the folly of the Jedi’s own destruction. “Proud,” he whispered.

 

“You were the only one who could have defeated the Emperor – not me or Obi-Wan, not even Vader. He needed you to be there. Afraid the Emperor was of your power.”

 

“I know – I saw it in him,” Luke said simply. “He thought to turn me to the dark side but he could not. My love for my sister and my father was almost my downfall but in the end became stronger than my hate.” Luke pulled on his tunic jacket and fastened it. “Master Yoda – Palpatine came close to breaking me,” he admitted in a small, ashamed voice.

 

“Know that, I do. Prouder still am I, that admit it, you can.”

 

Luke hesitated and then decided to speak his thoughts. “You must have known that I would return here. I got your messages.”

 

Yoda stared at the young man. He had changed so much in such a short time – grown up almost overnight. Luke Skywalker had turned out to be far more than he expected and it was one of the most humbling events in the old creature’s long life. Luke had his father’s strength in the Force – perhaps even greater than his father’s because it was tempered with his mother’s reason. The boy had the face and colouring that marked him as his father’s son but the determination came from Padme Amidala of the Naboo. “I sent no messages. No means have I to do so.”

 

Luke shook his head. “Yes, you do….more powerful than any holonet. But my dreams…I heard you calling me.”

 

“Dreams?”

 

“You said when I was calm and at peace I would see things and I do…all the time whether I’m calm or not. But in my dreams I was summoned here. You called to me.”

 

Yoda turned away and hobbled to place their used dishes in the sink for washing. “I sent you no dreams, young one.”

 

“I heard your voice,” Luke insisted. “Yours and Obi-Wan’s.

 

Yoda frowned. “Strange.” Luke was more susceptible to Force-sent visions and images than many Jedi he had taught. But always in motion was the future. “You are certain of this?”

 

“Yes,” Luke said. “Obi Wan came to me about the troubles on Bakura…”

 

“Of this I was aware. Needed you were.”

 

“Then, when I returned I heard his voice and yours calling me here. I meditated on it and saw you in my visions.”

 

“Then it is as the Force wills.” Yoda bowed his head. He had not consciously called the boy but if the Force willed it, he would obey its commands just as Luke had.

 

“I’d better go and unload my ship.” Luke stood up, just managing to avoid bumping his head on the low ceiling of the little hut. He still felt the ache in his skull from the very first time he’d been in Yoda’s home. “I brought supplies.”

 

“Supplies?”

 

“I cannot stay in here with you,” Luke said with a rueful chuckle. “I have a Rebel Alliance temporary shelter to act as my accommodation. It’s actually quite strong for all that it looks like a piece of reinforced flimsy.”

 

“Not like my home?”

 

“No…well, yes.”

 

“It will not be of this planet,” Yoda said. “Organic my home is – part of this world and therefore part of the Force.”

 

Luke’s face lightened. “Maybe, but I can’t stand upright in it without doing some serious damage to my skull and Artoo needs somewhere he can move around in relative safety. He spends his time wondering if some creature wants to eat him or the climate will have a detrimental effect on his circuits.”

 

A glimmer of amusement found its way onto Yoda’s face. “Understand I do.”

 

“Master Yoda…”

 

The old sage peered at Luke’s shadowed face in the gloom of the faintly shining lamps. “You are thinking of your sister.”

 

“Yes. Leia is often in my thoughts. If I can’t teach her, I cannot teach anyone and I fear…”

 

“Fear?” Yoda shook his head. “No…you mustn’t fear.”

 

“But I do fear. I worry that I will never see her again, that without me to protect her she will die. Sure she has Han and Chewbacca to look after her and its not easy to get past Han, let alone a Wookiee but…”

 

“Ah…” Yoda cut off Luke as he started to ramble. “Protect your sister from harm like the young man you tried to save on Bakura – Dev Sibwarra. His future was never written long in the Force. His destiny was to die. That was his time.”

 

“But I should have been able to save him.” Pain leaked through Luke’s shields.

 

“You did save him. He died with the light of the Force surrounding him.” Yoda was firm. “But no…you cannot rescue everyone.”

 

“But I have to try.”

 

Yoda shook his head. “Do or do not – there is no try.”

 

Luke laughed bitterly. “All I can do is try, Master Yoda. I do the best I can. Sometimes it’s not good enough and I regret that more than I can say. I cannot let that happen with Leia or...” Luke frowned. The nagging feeling that he was missing someone out of his equation gnawed at him but he knew of no-one else that might require tuition. The cold-eyed beauty he’d glimpsed earlier flashed into his mind but he had the feeling she was hidden from him by some other means. Her sense to him through the Force was clouded. It could be that the key to finding the whereabouts of the green-eyed beauty would be to continue his studies. “I need to further my training if I’m to see Leia again because if I do, nothing will stop me from instructing her in the ways of the Force.” Luke’s shoulders slumped as if weighed down by a great burden. “I did not want to return. It was so hard to leave them – one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. Leaving Tatooine with Obi-Wan was easier because I had nothing left to go back to but now…I have Leia and Han…They still need me and I felt as if I was abandoning them and their cause. The war is not over yet.”

 

“What does your heart tell you?” Yoda asked gently. The boy was still governed by his emotions. Perhaps it was time to start working with him and not against him. Nine hundred years and it was still possible to learn something new. He had succeeded against insurmountable odds and it gave the old Jedi Master hope.

 

“That I will see her again,” he said softly. “And I will train her to become a Jedi.”

 

“Then you will. Come Luke, your shelter you must set up and then sleep you will require. Rest will be necessary for work you hard I must.”

 

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Coruscant Spaceport – Three Years Later

 

Wearily Han Solo pulled the offending piece of fried wiring from the panel above the Millennium Falcon’s main view port. “Damn Wookiee, thinks he can rewire everything but does he have to do it when I’m trying to get home?” He was tired. Tired of chasing Imperial remnants and jumped up warlords from one end of the galaxy to the other; tired of he and Leia never seeing one another from one month to the next and tired of wondering whether the Kid was still alive or not. It was three years to the day that the Kid had walked out on them and there hadn’t been a day that he didn’t wonder where Luke was and how he was doing. Didn’t he know that they needed him – he’d said that he would know. Han shook away his feeling of betrayal.

 

He’d seen the change in Leia, seen the way she tried to keep hold of her brother’s presence and how her beautiful dark eyes had dimmed a little as she lost the thread of the spirit that linked them together. But despite time and lack of contact and Han’s misgivings, Leia maintained that her brother was still alive and would return to them when he decided that the time was right. Since Luke had rescued Han from Jabba’s palace, Leia’s faith in her brother’s abilities had been unshakeable.

 

Time was right. Hah!” Han thought that he might punch the Kid in the jaw for putting them through hell and back when he hadn’t needed to. Han admitted to himself that he hadn’t understood why Luke had decided to leave them and he still didn’t. But he had no doubts that Luke was still alive. If Leia had said he was alive – then he was alive. He didn’t really believe in Luke’s hokey religion but there was something weird about the Kid at times. Han Solo respected ‘weird’.

 

“What the hell did you do to this for, you great overstuffed Ewok?” he bellowed irritably at his two metre tall, shaggy companion.

 

Chewbacca loped into the cockpit waving his hydrospanner about and growling angrily, “Don’t take your temper out on me, Han.”

 

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry,” Han apologised swiftly. He hadn’t been too even-tempered of late. It was a wonder Chewie was still speaking to him.

 

The Wookiee cocked his head to one side and gazed at his long-time friend and partner. “You need some time out.”

 

“Well, that’s not gonna happen anytime soon. We’d better get this ship fixed. We can only spend a week here at the most and then we need to head out towards the Outer Rim. The Empire has been a little too active there recently. Some over-important Moff thinking he can be the next Emperor.”

 

“I’ll fix it…you get some sleep and in a proper bed. Not here.”

 

“I sleep better here on the Falcon.” He didn’t add ‘without Leia’. He didn’t have to. Chewie understood that little fact all too well. But Leia was on the other side of the galaxy trying to persuade various worlds and star systems to join the Alliance – sorry, he corrected himself, the New Republic .

 

“Well, go and get some decent human food inside you,” the Wookiee ordered gruffly.

 

“I need a drink and conversation with my sort of people.”

 

“You drink too much,” the Wookiee commented. “It’s food and sleep that you need. Your sort of people aren’t ‘your sort’ any more.”

 

“Now you sound like Leia.”

 

Chewie bared his teeth in a threatening expression. “Go home.”

 

Han threw down his tools. “I’m going, I’m going.” He fastened his low slung holster around his thigh and exited via the loading ramp muttering curses in several languages as he went. It wasn’t fair of him to take his bad mood out on Chewie but on the last planet they’d stopped on for refuelling and provisions there had been a giant holo which had screamed the latest galactic gossip in large flashing aurebesh…

 

‘Princess Leia Organa to marry the Duke of…’

 

He’d commed Leia, trying to keep it light but it had ended up as a slanging match. It was difficult to argue with the one person in the galaxy you desperately loved more than any other. She’d laughed it off at first.

 

“I shook his hand at a function, Han. That’s all.”

 

“Well, it’s all over the holonet. It looked disgusting the way he was slobbering all over you.”

 

“He kissed my hand, nerfbrain, and believe me, that’s as far as it went. He’s boring. He has the personality of a wet flannel…”

 

“And a fortune of several billion credits,” Han had snapped. “The New Republic sure could use…”

 

“If you think so little of me, Han,” Leia had snapped back. “Then perhaps I should be considering the Duke’s most generous offer.”

 

The chinless wonder had actually had the nerve to make an offer! Han was incensed. “Fine. You do that.”

 

Han had scowled at the billboard. The way he’d acted it wouldn’t be any surprise if she married the first aristocrat with enough money to bail the Alliance , sorry - the New Republic , out of their financial troubles. But he’d been feeling insecure due to the time they’d been spending apart and the jealousy he’d felt had sparked out of control. What had he to offer a princess? Leia hadn’t spoken to him since and that was two weeks ago. If he could only see her, then he would be able to apologise for the way he’d acted and the things he’d said. He hadn’t meant any of them. Home wasn’t anything without her.

 

He’d once joked that he would just kidnap her or they’d elope but he had a feeling that he’d have to do some serious grovelling before Leia would let him anywhere near her. He patted his left pants pocket and felt the reassuring lump of the ring box. It wasn’t as flashy as perhaps the Duke might manage but he loved her and that must count for something. He wondered what the Kid might have to say about it. Maybe he would have to ask Luke for permission to marry his sister – that is, if the Kid eventually surfaced from wherever he was hiding himself. The idea struck him as amusing and for the first time in several days, his lips tilted into his familiar lop-sided grin.

 

That’s if Luke was still alive. The smile slipped. Suddenly things didn’t seem so funny any more. For a while he’d suspected that Leia knew her brother’s whereabouts. It had led to more rows until he had simply stopped asking.

 

Just overhead, an enormous, ugly, red ship glided smoothly into one of the docking bays and something about it caught and held Han’s wandering attention. It was a huge bulk Action VI transport. These ships were considered to be slow, poorly armed and easy targets for pirates. “Surprisingly quiet,” he murmured appreciatively. In his expert opinion, this ship was more than it appeared to be. His instincts had never let him down on matters of ships and hidden hardware. It probably belonged to one of the big trading guilds or even a smuggling group.

 

Han moved a little closer as the ship powered into a gentle landing. The engines on that class of ship were never that quiet or particularly powerful and he recognised the signs indicating that she was carrying top-grade concealed weaponry – he’d been in the smuggling business too long himself. ‘I know that ship’, Han thought suddenly, as his trained eye noted the reinforced hull armour. ‘It’s the Wilde Karrde.’ So Talon Karrde had arrived on Coruscant and Han wondered why. The smuggler and master trader was reputed not to like the city planet and preferred to operate from a series of secret bases scattered around the galaxy.

 

Considered to be one of the shrewdest and most intelligent men amongst the smuggling fraternity, Talon Karrde had been plying his trade - both legal and illegal - for longer than Han had been flying and was considered to be the best in the business. Han knew that the rebellion had done quite a few deals with Karrde over the years but the wily smuggling chief had not been keen to advertise the fact. No, Talon Karrde had tried and succeeded in staying neutral. Han pursed his lips thoughtfully. One day, he suspected that the smuggler might have to choose sides. But for the moment, Karrde worked for the profits of his organisation only.

 

There was another side to Talon Karrde’s operations that Han had discovered by accident when he’d helped out a former colleague who’d got himself into a tight spot with a bunch of Imperial inspectors. Karrde had sent him a message thanking him and Han’s suspicions that one of the inspectors was one of Karrde’s men had blossomed. He’d been unable to do anything without blowing his cover and it was only with Han’s help that Deavin had got away without further problems. Karrde liked to know exactly what was happening on all fronts – a good thing for someone existing on the fringe of legality. The suave smuggler chief employed the best spies in the business. Han had tried to get the Rebellion hierarchy to take that on board and use Karrde, if and when they could. But Ackbar was not overly fond of smugglers and distrusted any information supplied. Han would have staked the Falcon on any news that Karrde’s people brought to the table being the real deal.

 

Could Karrde do what Han had been unable to do and find out where Luke was hiding himself? It was worth considering. He walked away unaware that his interest in the ship had already been noted and filed for future reference.

 

“Han!”

 

He spun around at the sound of his name, his jaw dropping with surprised incredulity at the sight of a small figure rushing towards him.  This wasn’t real – it was a dream. He blinked but he wasn’t seeing things. His lover was still running towards him. “Leia?”

 

Leia Organa stopped abruptly a few metres from where he stood. It was as if she had suddenly remembered their last conversation. Han could see the two burly security men General Airen Cracken had posted with her remain several respectful metres behind her but close enough to act if he should turn dangerous. It should be him and Chewie protecting Leia, he thought sourly.

 

“Han…I’m sorry,” she whispered, her dark eyes stricken.

 

“Aw…hell, Leia. I’m the one who’s sorry.” He took a step towards her and held out his arms and, with a little whimper of relief; the last Princess of Alderaan hurled herself into the welcome warmth and feeling of love and security that Han Solo’s embrace represented.

 

“Sweetheart, I’m a jealous fool.”

 

“Han, I’ve missed you so much,” Leia said. “I love you,” she said, truth shining in her eyes. “They would like me to make a nice dynastic marriage to the scion of a wealthy house but how can I? I can’t bear how they’ve pulled us apart.”

 

“We won’t let them do that any more,” he muttered, dropping a kiss on top of her head.

 

“How?”

 

“We’ll think of a way.” Han rubbed his chin over the top of her tightly braided coronet of hair and was struck by a memory of the last time he had held her in his arms, her hair spilling across the pillows in their cabin on the Millennium Falcon. “Besides…we’ve been doing a damned good job of that ourselves and it’s time that we stopped.”

 

She stared up at him, her face serious. “We have, haven’t we? Let’s go.” Leia removed herself from his embrace but clasped his hand in hers.

 

“Yes – good idea. I need you, Leia. This chasing all over the galaxy without me isn’t on anymore.”

 

With an imperious nod of her dark head, Leia dismissed the security guards. Han could see they were unhappy about it but there was nothing they could do. Sometimes he wondered if the Alliance hierarchy – sorry, the New Republic , were trying to steer Leia away from him and onto someone more suitable. Hell, anyone was more suitable for the last princess of Alderaan than he was. But he loved her and she loved him. They had to find a way and soon. It was killing them to be apart from each other for so long.

 

“I need Han more than I need you,” she said firmly. One of the guards made as if to speak but Leia held her hand up in a staying motion. “Han will protect me.” 

 

Han’s grim expression lightened and his lazy heart-stopping smile shone down into the face of the woman he loved. “With my life, Highnessness.”

 

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