Out
of the Shadows 19
Kulthis
Tionne
finished her song and waited for the good-natured but raucous applause to
finish. This seedy dive was suspect but better than some of the places she had
played recently. The credits were better too. She pushed the
image away from her mind of the things she might do with the extra credits - now
was not the time.
There
was a shout for more from the back of the room. Moistening her lips, she stared
around until she caught the cantina owner's single bloodshot eye. He gave a
gap-toothed grin of approval and swayed his head from side to side. Tionne
wasn’t sure exactly which species he belonged to - he was vaguely humanoid in
appearance apart from the one eye in the centre of his forehead - but one thing
was certain: he couldn’t hold his drink.
She
prepared to begin her last song of the evening, running her fingers lightly over
the ancient stringed instrument that was all she had left to remind her of her
grandmother. No matter how long the crowd bayed for more, this had to be her
last song or she would be unable to sing again tomorrow. The cantina owner had
booked her to perform for the entire week of the festival and it was a rare
occurrence to have such a guaranteed income.
Tionne
gazed once more around the room and, as she did so, she felt a tingle run
through her whole body. Someone was watching her. She frowned, a wrinkle
appearing on her smooth, pale forehead. The whole cantina was watching her but
this felt different. It was as if this stare was burning an indelible mark onto
her soft skin. She turned her head just a fraction and in the darkest corner sat
a being in a hooded cloak, his intense gaze upon her. This was the same
sensation she’d experienced yesterday and now she knew the reason why. She was
being watched but in a different way from usual. She could almost feel his gaze
touching her, seeing through her and finding out all the secrets she held within
her.
Tionne’s
silvery eyes widened as she opened her mouth to sing. Who could be so interested
in her simple entertainment? Perhaps this lay would bring forth his identity
and, in a split second decision, changed her choice of song. Forgotten was the
mildly bawdy folk song she had originally intended to give her audience and in
its place, she sang a bittersweet song of times long ago once taught by the Jedi
to their own in their places of learning. She had found that this piece of music
affected those around her more than any other. Her voice rose sweetly into the
expectant air as the notes rang true, the words compelling and full of hope.
When
she raised her eyes, after the approbation of her listeners had finished, to
where the stranger had been, all she saw was an empty seat. Tionne slipped from
her stool and, smiling stiffly, left the small elevated platform. She felt as if
she had been watching herself perform from another place, unconnected to her own
body. After collecting her evening’s wages, she left by the back exit and
headed down the narrow alley to where it met the main street.
“I
haven’t heard that song for many years.” The voice emerging from a dark
doorway was low and cultured. “What made you choose that particular melody?”
Tionne
let out a tiny shriek of surprise and nearly dropped the case containing her
precious instrument. “You…you startled me,” she breathed, her hand
fumbling to keep hold of her instrument and find her blaster. She couldn’t be
certain but this appeared to be the man in the cloak from the cantina. He’d
been lying in wait for her? She peered into his face, trying to see his features
clearly in the darkness of the dimly lit lane. Was he hostile and was she in
some sort of trouble?
“Come,”
he said, his hand shooting out and grabbing hers in a firm grip.
“I’m
not going anywhere but back to my lodgings,” she said, digging her heels in
and beginning to struggle ineffectually. “Let go,” she said through clenched
teeth. “I can scream,” she said and then winced at the pitiable ruse she was
about to adopt. This street was in the worst area of the town near to the
spaceport. It was unlikely that someone would come to her aid. Why would they?
“I
won’t harm you.” His grip on her arm tightened.
“How
do I know that?” she protested, her voice rising to a squeak as she tried to
get at her blaster which was impossible as she had her instrument in one arm and
the stranger was gripping her by the other. “I have a weapon and I will defend
myself if you don’t let me go.”
The
stranger chuckled but his grip didn’t slacken in the least. “I’m sure that
you do, Mistress. But I’m telling the truth. I mean you no harm.” He waved
his other hand and strangely, she felt calmer. “Come…the tapcaf over there
is open. It’s on the main street and is well lit. I want to talk to you,
that’s all. After that…you may go.” He steered her out of the alleyway and
into the brightly lit main street where there were still many beings milling
around despite the lateness of the hour.
“Oh…”
Tionne felt a little foolish at her hesitation. “But I have to be careful. I
don’t know who you are.”
“You
are alone?” The stranger’s voice sharpened.
“No,
I have…yes, I’m alone.” She couldn’t utter the ready lie. She thought he
would see right through it.
“That’s
what I thought,” he said, gazing at her fair prettiness. She was really quite
lovely. “What’s a woman like you doing cruising the space lanes alone? Where
are your friends…your family? You could be attacked, sold into slavery or
worse.”
“My
family is dead. I admit it, I am alone,” she said sadly, “but I am not the
only one in that situation.”
“The
Empire left many beings that way but surely that isn’t the entire truth of why
you are here, is it? There’s more to this than you are telling me. You are
brave singing songs of the Jedi in public.”
“You
knew that it was a Jedi lay?”
“Of
course,” he said brusquely.
Tionne
stared into his hooded face, his shadowed eyes glittering with an emotion she
couldn’t fathom, and decided to tell him the truth. Why she was telling her
business to a total stranger Tionne didn’t quite know but she wasn’t the
type to lie and had nothing nefarious to conceal. Kulthis, with its Republican
sympathies, was a far safer place to be than its near neighbour, imperially
loyal Belderone. “I…I need to find out as much about the Jedi as I can. So
much has been lost.”
“Isn’t
that a dangerous occupation?” His voice took on a peculiar note.
“The
Emperor is dead.”
“But
the Empire is not. It is still very much alive and there are still agents
roaming the galaxy.”
“Is
that what you are?”
“No,
I am just concerned for your safety. They might want to make an example of you
if they discover what you are doing. The resources of the
“I
can look after myself. I am no threat to anyone. I am a balladeer – a
wandering minstrel. I just sing my songs to earn enough credits to live.
There’s no harm in that. I am no threat to anyone,” she repeated. “I
travel and just make enough to survive. I am no different from anyone else out
on the edge of known space.”
“Ah,
but the songs you sing… That last song in particular possesses a powerful
message. Ideas are far more dangerous than weapons because they can breed new
ideas.” His grip slackened slightly. “The Jedi are no more – there are
none of their number left. They are as dead as Palpatine.” The last word
emerged as a sneer.
Tionne
guessed that he wasn’t a fan of the late Emperor and he knew far more about
the Jedi and the
“So
you’ve heard of him,” he murmured, his grip on her arm slackening.
“Who
hasn’t?” Tionne asked with a shrug that finally managed to shake her arm
from the stranger’s grasp. Then she marched across the
street and paused, waiting for him outside the tapcaf door.
“Perhaps
there are some beings left who are unaware of his existence,” he said, wry
amusement lacing his voice, “but not many.” He ushered her into the brightly
lit tapcaf and winced.
“He
is real…isn’t he – Luke Skywalker?”
“Yes.”
“My
name is Tionne,” she said when they were finally seated and she was able, for
the first time, to take a proper look at her mysterious new companion, as they
each nursed a large, rough mug filled with scalding hot stim tea.
“Kam
Solusar,” he said reluctantly and sipped the hot brew thankfully.
Kam
Solusar had been hiding in the darkest corner of the cantina, whiling away some
time before trying to catch a shuttle bound for the Galactic Core Worlds, when
she had walked out onto the tiny elevated stage, strummed a few chords and
opened her mouth. He’d been unable to tear himself away once this woman had
started to sing and had returned to hear her performance each night, his plans
to leave put on temporary hold. There was something compelling about her clear
sweet voice and her curious choice of songs. But tonight had been different –
patterns in the Force had suddenly converged. She’d lifted her head and seemed
to know that he was there. As she had sung that one last piece, his gut had
twisted into painful recollection. He had the sudden urge to stay behind and
talk to her. Strange that this was so, for he had shunned company for many
years. His dark moods made it better that way.
His
name suited him, she decided. Tionne’s strange silvery eyes assessed the human
male seated opposite her. He was younger than she had expected, tall with
greying hair; his thin face gaunt with haunted shadows in deep grey eyes. This
man had suffered some kind of private hell. She could see it. She could almost
feel it.
“Do
I pass?” he suddenly asked.
“What?
Oh…I was staring, I’m sorry,” Tionne flushed. “I didn’t mean to be
rude.”
“It’s
alright,” he said gruffly. “I was able to take a proper look at you in the
cantina. You don’t belong there,” he stated.
“I
belong there as much as any being does.” Tionne was defensive; her eyes of
liquid silver shimmered. “I need to earn credits to survive. It’s a place to
earn credits.”
Kam
disagreed. She was pretty, he thought. Pretty, and way out of her depth on these
kinds of lawless worlds. One of her long deceased ancestors must not have been
human and he liked the striking combination of her pale hair and astonishing
silvery eyes. She had a natural, gently-bred elegance about her movements and on
Kulthis, in that rough environment, she just didn’t quite fit. “Can you
really defend yourself? Suppose one of the cantina patrons had followed you.”
There
was a brief flash of amusement on her face. “One of them did.”
“I
don’t count,” Kam snapped. “But you should be somewhere better –
somewhere safer.”
“It’s
a paying job and I need to eat and fuel my ship. I am not naive, Master Solusar…”
“Just
Kam,” he said, a brief flash of pain darkening his grey eyes to the colour of
polished slate.
“My
will to survive, Kam, is a strong one. I have been making my own way in
the galaxy for several years now.” She wondered at the sudden anguish which
had etched itself over his handsome features. “I will do whatever is necessary
to achieve my goal.”
She
was determined and not just the fragile beauty he had originally taken her for.
He should have realised there was more to this woman than met the eye. His
father had told him often that his eyes could deceive him. How many times had he
disregarded his father’s wisdom in the past few years? Too many to count and
where had it left him? He straightened his shoulders and lifted his chin; he was
trying to change for the better and would succeed. “I, too, have taken
employment I disliked to tide me over the worst times until the next meal. But
why you?”
“I
never said that I disliked it,” Tionne countered neatly.
“But
you do, don’t you?” he said gently. “Why?”
“To
fund my studies…and you?”
“To
stay alive. Your studies…what exactly are you studying?”
“The
Jedi,” she said, shaking back her silvery hair. “I am collecting information
on Jedi legends, songs and other lore. I want to preserve them for future
generations.”
“Who
gave you the authority?” he demanded.
“No
one. It’s just something I feel I must do.”
Kam
stared at her, wondering why she felt this strong compulsion. Was it a call from
the Force itself? The patterns of the Force were shifting rapidly of late and
Kam didn’t pretend to understand what was happening. He hadn’t learned
enough to read the eddies and currents of its ceaseless movements. “There are
no universities or temples left that foster the study of the Jedi.”
“I
know. This is the only way I can collect material. The Empire considered out of
the way places beneath them. The Jedi learned that these worlds were the only
possible places that their message could survive. One day, Luke Skywalker will
want as much information as possible. The way of the Force must be preserved for
the future.”
“All
the old ways have gone,” Kam said bitterly. “You are wasting your time and
your credits. Forget this.”
“No,
I won’t. I cannot.” She fixed him in place, her eyes flashing silver,
demanding hotly, “Who are you? Who exactly are you and why do you want
to talk to me so badly? I’m a nothing – a nobody.”
“Would
you believe that I wanted your company?”
A
fair eyebrow arched derisively. “No, you don’t seem like that type of man
but of course, I could be mistaken. There were females around in the cantina
that would have been glad to ease your loneliness. I don’t do that sort of
thing.”
Kam
shuddered visibly and shook his head. “You were right, I’m not the
type…not for cheap cantina whores…but I do want your company. Just to
talk.”
“Why
talk to me?”
“Your
songs…brought back memories of a more…civilised age.”
She
could feel the truth in his words. “Then it must have something to do with the
Jedi.”
“I
wasn’t lying when I said that I wanted to talk to you.” He stared at the mug
and then lifted his grey eyes to meet hers, something desolate in their depths.
“The last time I heard that final song of yours was when my mother sang it to
me – it was one of her favourites. She died when I was a boy.”
“Your
mother was a Jedi?”
“No,
but she was familiar with their songs.”
“How…Why?”
Tionne could feel the excitement building inside her. “Do you know others -
stories, legends…anything?”
“I
do,” he said gravely. “She used to sing them to me.”
“Could
you teach them to me?” she asked tremulously, unable to believe her good
fortune. “The ones you remember?” This was living history sitting before
her. What a wonderful piece of fate. She had to get back to her ship and find
her holo-recorder. These things had to be preserved before they were lost
forever.
“I
would be honoured,” he said.
“How
do you know these things?” she asked breathlessly.
“I
know because of my father. He was a Jedi Knight,” he said, his voice low.
“Your
father?” Tionne closed her eyes unable to believe what she was hearing. The
information this man must have and he was sitting opposite her! It was too
unbelievable. How long was he staying on Kulthis? How much time did he have?
“Your father…A real Jedi Knight?”
“Yes,
my father was a Jedi Master. His name was Ranik…Ranik Solusar. And I… I was
also…”
“You!”
“Keep
your voice down,” he hissed, looking hunted, his grey eyes darkening to the
colour of slate.
“You
are a Jedi knight?” Tionne’s heart was beating so fast inside her chest that
she thought that it might just explode. This was incredible.
“I
was a Jedi Knight once,” he said sadly. “I lost that right a long
time ago.”
Tionne’s
mind went into a freefall dive. ”Was? Lost the right…why? What happened? I
don’t understand. Does Luke Skywalker know about this?”
Kam
gave a feeble laugh. “Skywalker? He’s a boy and a half-trained one at
that.”
“How
do you know? Have you met him? What is he like?” The words rushed from her
eager tongue almost tripping themselves up in their haste to be heard.
“Of
course I haven’t met him. No one has heard anything of his whereabouts for
several years. What kind of a Jedi Knight is that?”
“One
who is in hiding, perhaps? You’ve been in hiding. Who has heard of you?”
“The
Empire is gone and my circumstances were different. I left…other employment. I
am not the hope of the Jedi.”
“You’re
contradicting yourself,” Tionne said. “You could be. You are trying to
behave as a Jedi should. Remember what you said to me earlier? The Emperor is
gone, remember but part of his Empire still remains.”
“The
“Perhaps
he has found someone who could give him further training. Perhaps he is
preparing to rebuild the Jedi Order and is searching through the galaxy for
suitable candidates to help him. There could be many reasons.”
Kam
swallowed a mouthful of liquid, slamming the mug back down on the table with
more force than he had intended. “Perhaps he’s gone home to wherever he’s
from now that the war is over. All the Jedi that could have trained him are
dead.”
“I’m
not so sure about that.” Tionne leant forward conspiratorially. “My research
so far has given up several names of the Jedi that were known to have died.
Others just vanished. Many Jedi went into hiding and may have lasted through
Palpatine’s reign. Who knows?” She shrugged. “Some of them may still be
alive. We have to keep faith that this is so. You are a Jedi and are definitely
not dead. You could help him.”
“I
might as well be dead,” he said bitterly. “I was never trained properly
and…” He avoided her eyes. “My father was killed before I achieved the
true rank of my Jedi Knighthood. I told you my circumstances were different.”
He swallowed, gearing himself up to tell her the worst, at the same time
wondering why he was doing so. “I fell to the dark side.”
“What!”
Tionne suddenly realised the nature of the hell that this man had gone through.
She had read of the constant battle that a Jedi had to go through to win through
over the baser side of his nature. Some of them couldn’t do it and were lost
to evil. She stretched out a hand and covered his. “You didn’t stay
there,” she said softly. “You came back to the light.”
“I
am forever tainted,” he admitted bitterly, wondering at the way her soft hand
touching his made him feel. It had been too many years since he had been
comforted like this. “My destiny took a different path to the one I once
intended to follow.” He withdrew his hand from under hers and rubbed it across
his tired eyes. “Why are you so interested in the Jedi? One of your
relatives…?”
“No…well,
yes, in a way.” She shook her head. “My grandmother told me songs and
stories about the Jedi. She revered them greatly. I don’t think she had any
connection to the order other than that. She just loved them and what they
represented. For her, it was everything that was good and just in the galaxy.
She told me such things. The Imperial representatives on Rindao took
exception to her Jedi tales and songs and publicly executed her. All she had
done was tell stories.” The silvery eyes shone with tears as she motioned to
the ancient string instrument by her side. “This belonged to her.”
“I’m
sorry.” Kam’s grey eyes warmed with sympathy. “As I said before, stories
can be more powerful than the most fearsome of weapons for they allow people to
think and to dream. Your songs made me feel true emotions for the first time in
years.”
“I’ve
come to terms with her loss but it was hard at the time.” She looked up and
glared at him fiercely. “One day, Luke Skywalker, or someone like him, will
want to know as much as they can about the Jedi and I plan to help in whatever
capacity I am able.”
Kam
was impressed and it strengthened his own shaky resolve to do what he could on
his own. But he couldn’t lead the Jedi. He spoke of Skywalker as being
half-trained; he was even less suitable as a Jedi leader candidate than the boy
was. Former dark Jedi did not suddenly turn to the light and restart an ancient
order they’d once been hell-bent on destroying. But the Jedi had been the
guardians of peace and justice in the galaxy and if he was truly to return to
the light, he had to start somewhere. Anything was better than the shadows he
was currently residing in. Otherwise he was still letting the dark side win.
Perhaps the Force had just given him the mission of guiding this strange young
woman.
“The
dark side?” Tionne queried shakily. “How did you…?”
“How
did I turn? Have you ever heard of the Dark Side Elite?”
“No.”
“Be
very thankful that you did not cross their paths when singing your Jedi ballads,
Tionne, for you would have been destroyed instantly. The Dark Side Elite
consisted of seven warriors who were trained by Emperor Palpatine himself in the
ways of the dark side of the Force. I was one of them.”
“Was?”
“I
am the only one ever to have deserted.”
Tionne
stretched out her hand again and trapped Kam’s restless fingers between her
own. She was convinced he was telling her the truth. “And the others?”
“Dead,
I think.” His fingers tightened on hers. “I ran and hid from the Empire as
long as I could but my training had been sketchy and I wasn’t able to elude
Vader and others like him. Vader killed my father and I was captured, tortured
and forced into evil ways, eventually falling to the dark side. It was something
I’d sworn that I would never do but the pain made me weak and I slipped into
the abyss.”
“Oh,
Kam!” Tionne exclaimed softly.
His
mouth flattened, the lips thinning. “Until the day that I’d heard that a
half-trained boy had defeated both Vader and Emperor Palpatine…it finally gave
me something that up until then I’d lacked.”
“And
what was that?” Tionne whispered, her eyes full of concern and pity for the
proud man sitting opposite her.
“Hope.”
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Coruscant
Mara
swiftly made her way towards The Lucky Strike and keyed in her access
code. It was time to leave the place that held so many painful memories for her.
Her return to the jewel of the Core Worlds was perhaps not what she had imagined
but in some ways it had turned out better than she would have hoped for. She
could return after she’d found Skywalker and start her life anew here – just
another ordinary
She
turned and stared hard at a man toting a piece of freight across the docking
area. She would have to tell Organa and Solo that their people were far too
obvious when involved in surveillance. She was dealing with the people who
currently held the real power in the galaxy and although she should have
expected the scrutiny, she didn't have to like it.
The
ramp lowered with an angry hiss and she stalked aboard. She really was hoping
that the maps she’d picked up gave her somewhere worthwhile to head towards,
otherwise the whole exercise would be pointless.
Moving
to the crew space, she dropped her bags, pulled out the long tube of stiffened
flimsi and unrolled one of the maps that Professor Chan had given her.
“Nothing,” Mara said as she scrutinised the faint markings. The next map
proved to be the same as did the third. But the fourth one she examined was a
different story. It was much older in its origins, crudely drawn and not the
kind of map she could rely on for getting an exact fix on her destination but
the one word drew her eyes immediately. Could it be?
‘Daygohba’
‘Sabacc!
The Sluis Sector,'
Mara thought. Right smack-bang in the centre of where she had thought that
Skywalker’s hideaway could be. This was much more exact than guesswork. She
moved to the cockpit and checked her navicomp. It was time to set the
co-ordinates for the Sluis Sector and from there she could work on getting a fix
on Skywalker’s mysterious hideaway. Daygohba had to be an alternative way of
spelling the name of the planet. Daygohba…Dagobah. It had to be the same place
and it felt right and that was good enough for Mara. Her Master had always told
her to give in to her feelings and they had, in most cases, led her along the
correct path.
She
strapped herself into the pilots chair and called the
Mara
was ready.
Within
minutes the ship was airborne and as she prepared to make the jump to light
speed, Mara quickly ran through the files she’d downloaded from the
Professor’s computer. Dagobah had at one time been surveyed by an Imperial
team but for some reason they had failed to return the survey and it had
remained uncharted. 'Well, well,' she thought. Someone had made a mistake - or
was the omission deliberate?
After
she had made the jump to light speed, Mara set the controls to autopilot and
headed to her cabin to have a little nap. She would be travelling for several
days and had no real knowledge of what she would find at the other end but she
had time to learn. Of Dagobah itself she had no idea. Her eyes travelled to the
briefcase where she’d stored the objects taken from Palpatine’s palace
hoard. It had taken quite a bit of research to locate these items and Mara would
lay bets that not even Karrde knew about these little beauties. Her hand
stretched towards the case. She was itching to start again but she needed to
rest first. With a regretful sigh, Mara’s hand fell to her side and she
climbed into her bunk, pulled the blanket over her shoulders and settled down to
sleep.
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Coruscant
“Han!”
Leia called.
“Yes.”
“I
thought you were tired.” Leia turned her head as the door slid open. “I
expected you to be in bed before me.”
“Sorry,
sweetheart,” he said as he wandered into the bedroom. “I had to take that
com call.”
“At
this hour?”
“Leia!”
Han said chidingly, as he climbed into bed. “You’ve never had to deal with
something this late?” He’d just had an interesting conversation with General
Airen Cracken, the
“Yes.
What was it – something important?” She sat at her vanity unit, staring at
her reflection in the polished glass, unwinding the heavy coils of her hair from
its intricate styling with sighs of relief, the tension slipping from her weary
shoulders.
Han
loved to see her take down her hair. When she did so – she was truly his and
not the regal beauty he had no right to touch. He sometimes took her hair down
for her. He loved to gently pull out the pins and feel the silky mass slipping
through his fingers. But that usually led to other things and they needed to
talk. “It could be. Mara Jade left Coruscant three hours ago.”
Leia
turned to look at him, her forehead wrinkled in a frown. “That’s what that
last call was about? Cracken’s been keeping watch on Karrde and his people?”
“I
don’t think there was any harm in alerting Cracken. He had someone at the
spaceport in any case.”
Leia
pursed her lips disapprovingly. “We’ve discussed this before. I still
don’t think you should have mentioned this to Cracken at all. We are not
Imperial agents and they are not enemies of the regime. Karrde and Mara are free
citizens…”
“Mara
has a death wish on your brother, remember?”
“I’m
not likely to forget,” Leia said stiffly. “But I don’t think Luke’s in
any danger from her.”
“He
might be if she’s found out where he is hiding.” Han leaned back against his
pillow. “You did tell her about Dagobah. Was that wise?”
“It’s
not on any of the charts. I’ve looked.” Leia picked up a brush encrusted
with semi-precious stones and ran it through her hair. “I think she’s our
only hope of finding Luke. She promised she wouldn’t kill him if she does, by
some miracle, manage to locate Dagobah.”
“And
you believe her?”
“Of
course I do. I like her, Han. I think she means what she says and
that’s a rare thing.”
“You’ve
actually looked for Dagobah on the charts?”
“Well,
not me personally for ages – I’ve been too busy - but Winter has spent some
time searching on my behalf.” Leia put down the brush, removed her peignoir
and walked to the other side of the bed, staring down at Han, concern in her
dark eyes.
“Winter
found nothing?” Han’s breath caught in his throat as he gazed at his lover,
every curve outlined by the thin white silk gown she was wearing. He sat up a
little straighter.
“Winter
found nothing,” Leia confirmed dejectedly. “It is not on any of our
charts.”
“Have
you tried the enemy’s charts? There must still be some of them around.” Han
was finding it increasingly difficult to keep his mind on the conversation. Not
when Leia looked so…tempting.
“Yes,
of course we’ve checked the Imperial charts. We captured enough capital ships
and searched through their databases and nothing - no mention of Dagobah.”
He
should have known. His love was thorough to the point of obsessive. If she’d
put Lady Winter onto the case… Well, his lover’s aide was the best person he
knew to discreetly search for a single microscopic speck of information and
remember where she’d found it. Han tapped his chin thoughtfully. “Then how
did the Kid get there the first time he vanished?”
“I
don’t know. I suspect Obi-Wan Kenobi told him.”
“That
crazy old wizard? He’s dead or one with the Force or whatever it is
that Jedi do. How could he have told Luke?”
“He’s
the only one I can think of who would know where it was. Luke has claimed to
have seen him several times since he died on the first death star.”
“Ah!
The Jedi ‘seeing people who aren’t there’ trick.” Han reclined against
his pillow again, the cover slipping to his waist. “I suppose you did do the
right thing…”
“Me!”
Leia’s mouth opened and closed. “Who was it that asked Karrde to search for
Luke in the first place?”
“Okay,
guilty,” Han muttered. “I suspect Jade still has access to resources we
don’t know about.”
“Possibly,”
Leia admitted tiredly. “But if we cannot find the location of Dagobah with all
our sources then who can? Karrde has the best network of informants I’ve ever
seen but I suspect that even he would be unable to come up with the goods on
this occasion. I wish we could get him to work for the
“Can’t
see that happening, sweetheart.” Han patted the bed invitingly. “He’s a
smuggler and likes to remain independent.”
“Mara
won’t be happy if she guesses that we’re spying on her. I was beginning to
get to know her – I think.”
“That
I doubt. I don’t think she lets anyone in, sweetheart.”
“There’s
more to her than you think,” Leia maintained. “And we shouldn’t have had
her followed.”
“Jade
would expect it. She trusts us about as much as we trust her.”
“I
still don’t think that she would like it.” Leia pulled back the covers and
slipped into bed beside Han. “I’m very fond of Airen but I’m the first one
to admit that he can be difficult. Once he gets an idea in his head it’s very
difficult to stop him from carrying it out. Jade is not our enemy, Han. No
matter how hard she persists to argue in such a contrary fashion.”
“Relax.”
He wriggled closer, placed his arms around her and kissed her nose. “Mara will
never notice.”
“She’s
Force sensitive, Han. Of course, she’ll have noticed.”
“Do
you think she’s found Dagobah’s location?” the Corellian asked, his voice
serious.
“I
don’t know. I hope so. But she could be setting out on a trading run for
Karrde and not searching for Luke at all. I miss him so much, Han. I really
do.” She yawned, her eyes drifting shut.
“I
know you miss him.” He dropped a couple of tender kisses on her closed
eyelids. “We’ll have him home soon. Sleep, sweetheart.”
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Sluis
Sector
Mara’s
on-board navicomputer gave a warning signal that the Lucky Strike would
be re-entering real space in the next few moments. Finally, after ten days of
travelling, she had reached the Sluis Sector. If all her calculations were
correct, the time to the Dagobah System, and Luke Skywalker, was only two hours.
On closer inspection, Dr. Chan’s maps had been most informative. Mara shut
down the remotes she’d been using to practise with, checked that everything
which needed to be fastened down was secure and returned to the cockpit.
She
couldn’t believe that this strange planet had once been the possible
destination for colonists. The meagre information she’d managed to discover
about Dagobah, including what she hoped was its exact location, was that it was
almost impossible to survive upon… unless, of course, you were a Jedi. There
were no records of any sentient life forms making their home there.
The
systems containing Praesitlyn, Bpfaash and Sluis Van passed by. She had been
tempted to stop and refuel on Praesitlyn but decided against it. She didn’t
want to delay getting to Dagobah now that she knew where it was. ‘Stang!’
she thought. No wonder people could disappear out here. It was parsecs from
anywhere important. This really was the middle of the galactic nowhere.
Her
heart was thumping with anticipation and unaccustomed nervousness. What exactly
would she find on Dagobah? Suppose this was all a wild-morodin hunt and there
was no Jedi at the end of her journey. Somehow, Mara knew that this was not the
case but it didn’t lessen her nerves. She could just feel that she had
found what she’d been searching for. A warning chime from her instrument panel
sounded loudly in the cockpit. Something planetary-sized was located dead ahead.
The countdown clock crawled to zero and Mara pulled the lever dropping
the ship out of hyperspace.
And
then there it was in the distance – a little speck of nothing coming closer
and closer. She shivered with excitement at the sight of the world shrouded in
thick grey clouds. The scanner confirmed what she already knew; there were no
cities or technology on this world but massive life form readings and, more
importantly, something that could be the life force belonging to one human Jedi
Knight.
Another
warning sound echoed through the cockpit and Mara, strapping herself into the
pilot’s chair, stared in horror as suddenly all the controls went haywire.
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Dagobah
Luke
stood and walked to the door of Yoda’s hut, his gaze fixed anxiously on the
cloudy grey sky. He couldn’t see anything yet but he knew she was coming.
There was a connection between them far greater than the one he shared with his
twin sister and this both worried and excited him. He did not understand how
this could be so.
“Luke.”
Yoda’s weak voice called to him.
The
young Jedi turned and walked back to where the aged Master was resting. He
hadn’t been able to leave his bed for days, spending most of the time
sleeping. He was asleep more than he was awake now. “Yes, Master Yoda?”
“Coming
she is,” Yoda managed to say, the words barely audible.
“You
can feel her presence too?”
“Newly
wakened and powerful,” Yoda said. “But sense her through you I do. Linked
tightly together are you. Foreseen this I had not.”
“I
awakened her, therefore I can feel her anger and her pain the most. It makes
sense I suppose. I could not leave her as she was. She has to learn what it is
to have the power of the force without Palpatine’s control.” Luke sank into
the old repulsor lift chair whose coils had fried long ago, beside Yoda’s bed.
He’d spent most of the past few days just watching the old creature sleep,
imprinting his image into his mind. But now Yoda was awake, a strange restless
glitter in his eyes.
“Agree
with you now I do. But careful must you be.”
“I
will be,” Luke said with a warm smile. “But you must rest.”
“Rest…”
Yoda chuckled, his eyelids drooping. “Rest in the next world I can. Hurting
she is. Full of anger and bitterness. Help her you must before too late it is
and aid you she will.”
Luke
swallowed. “Please, Master Yoda,” he begged. “Conserve your strength.”
He could feel Mara’s presence stronger than ever, slightly panicked as the
control of her ship was taken from her. Dagobah did not give up its secrets
easily.
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It
wasn’t slowing down, Mara realised in shock as she frantically flicked
switches and tried everything in her power to halt the rapidly descending craft.
If she kept going at this speed, she wouldn’t survive the landing. Suddenly
the vessel gave a lurch and Mara was thrown forward, her head slamming against
the bulkhead with a sickening crack, and everything went dark.
Luke
swayed as, for a moment, he thought he saw stars. “Ouch!” Sith, she must
have hit her head. ‘Mara! Can you hear me?’ “Stang!” he muttered.
He couldn’t feel any response from her and suspected that she was most likely
unconscious. He reached out towards where he thought the ship should be and
found that it was on the final part of its rapidly accelerating descent.
“Emperor’s
bones!” Luke swore. “It’s coming down too fast.”
He
ran outside and, summoning all the power of the Force at his disposal, reached
out his hands, seizing the ship in his mental grip. His knees buckling with the
effort involved, he began to slow down the hurtling plunge of Mara’s vessel
towards terra firma or possibly terra swampland, which would be more accurate in
this quadrant of Dagobah. This woman was going to be very important to the Jedi
and to Luke Skywalker personally – even Yoda had said so - and therefore he
had to make certain that she was safe.
“Size
matters not,” he mumbled. “Got her.”
Luke
strained, his eyes squeezed tightly shut, the muscles in his arms bulging as he
held the large ship with the power of his mind, halting its frenetic rush to the
surface and lowering its bulk slowly until it touched down in the soft marshy
ground with a careful whumph.
He
opened his eyes, the blue especially vivid in a face gone pale with the effort
involved. It had taken more out of him than he’d thought. Taking a deep
breath, getting his breathing and his emotions under control, Luke stepped
towards the ship and pressed the hatch release. The mechanism opened and the
ramp lowered with a gentle hiss. He hurried on board and immediately made for
the cockpit. The pilot lay slumped in her seat, bleeding profusely from a large
gash on her forehead. Head wounds always looked worse than they really were.
They bled more freely. At least Luke hoped that was what had happened. There
seemed to be an awful lot of blood.
“Mara?”
he said cautiously.
The
girl gave a slight moan but didn’t answer. That was enough for Luke. She was
still alive. Increasingly worried, Luke undid the seat restraints and lifted her
from the chair, carrying her from the ship into his own makeshift quarters. He
laid her on his bed and hurried across to Master Yoda’s hut for the med kit.
“Hurt
badly is she?” Yoda opened his eyes.
“She’s
out cold,” Luke responded, rifling through the kit until he found a bacta
compress and sealed sterile wipes. “I hope she’s not seriously hurt.
There’s only so much I can do with the Force. I’m not a healer and I’ve
never really tried to heal anyone else... at least not on purpose.”
“See
her I will,” the old creature said, raising himself up into a seated position.
“This
is not good for you,” Luke admonished fondly, hiding his fear. The old
Jedi’s health was now so precarious.
“Told
you before, young one I have. When my age you reach then give the orders you
can.” He pointed irritably. “My staff.”
Luke
rolled his eyes; his Master could still act like a petulant child when he wanted
to. But he did as he was asked and handed Yoda his staff.
The
old Jedi struggled to his feet, his face almost grey with the effort it took. He
could see the look in his apprentice’s eyes as he thought about the young
woman and Yoda had lived through several lifetimes - enough to know exactly what
that look meant. He had to see what the future of the Jedi might entail and this
young woman had the future of the Jedi order firmly entwined with her own
destiny. All the possible futures he had foreseen had that as a certainty.
Luke
returned to his living area and began carefully tending to Mara’s head wound.
He ran his hands lightly over her body, checking for other injuries and
thankfully there were none. Ripping open the pack of sterile wipes, he dabbed
gently at the gash on her temple, his ears listening for the tap of Yoda’s
staff and his increasingly laboured breathing. He had left out a small stool for
Yoda to sit on. He wanted to care for his Master but knew that Yoda still had
his pride and would not appreciate the offer for Luke to carry him to see Mara.
Yoda
stared at the back of Luke’s head as he continued to tend Mara. “My time is
over, Luke, but this one I would meet before I die.”
The
words emerged slowly and with great effort and Luke’s mouth firmed. And Yoda
said that Luke was stubborn! “If you are sure?”
“Important
to you she is. Told you I did, linked you are. Hope for the best it works out.
For your father it did not.”
“My
father?”
“Loved
too well, he did. Like you for your family. Once your heart is given loyal are
you.” The old Jedi could still see straight through Luke and could interpret
signs that the young man hadn’t even admitted to himself.
“I
don’t love her. I’ve only met her once,” Luke protested quietly.
‘And
in your dreams many times, young one,’ Yoda thought slowly.
“Mara,”
Luke called softly, as he continued to bathe her wound, his fingers gentle.
“Mara…”
The
dark red eyelashes flickered revealing a hint of clear green.
“Mara,”
Luke repeated, exhaling with relief. She was going to be
fine. “You’re safe. Just a little concussed.
The
lashes flickered again, this time opening more fully, the green eyes confused as
she struggled to get her bearings. “What…what happened? Who are you? My
ship…?”
“At
a guess,” he looked at Yoda for confirmation, ”...the instruments on your
control panel went haywire and you had a bumpy ride down.” Luke could see
comprehension creeping across her face. He hoped he wasn’t staring at her like
a lovestruck bantha cub. She was still the most beautiful woman he had ever
seen.
It
came to Mara that she was lying on a bed staring into the face of a fair-haired
young man with concerned blue eyes. Her ship! What had happened to her ship?
Groaning slightly, Mara tried to sit up.
“No…please
rest for a few more minutes,” he urged her earnestly.
“Hit
your head hard, my lady, you did,” Yoda wheezed quietly.
“Do
you remember?” Luke asked anxiously. “I’m Luke Sk…”
“Skywalker!”
Mara did sit up and winced at the agonising pain that ran through her head. It
couldn’t be…? “Skywalker…and…” Her eyes widened as recognition set
in. She had read about this creature.
“This
is my Jedi Master.” Luke made the formal introduction proudly. “Master Yoda,
meet Mara…”
“Mara
Jade.” The old creature stared at her as if he could see inside her soul, then
he nodded at Luke, closed his eyes and let out a deep breath. Yes, there was
hope for this one. But her journey would be hard and fraught with difficulties.
“The right thing you did, Luke. Told you…” The words died away into
silence.
Luke
glanced at Mara and then swiftly back at Yoda, the worry on his face changing to
full blown panic. “Master…”
Suddenly,
the tiny body seemed to wilt in the chair. Luke’s eyes went wide and he
dropped the cloth he’d been using to clean Mara’s wound. “Master
Yoda…” He reached out and stopped Yoda’s fall, supporting his weight,
noting with anguish how light he was. “Excuse us,” he said to Mara.
Lifting
Yoda into his arms, he made his way into the hut where Yoda had spent all of his
years in exile, gently placing the old Jedi onto his cot.
“Luke…”
“No,
Master, you must rest.”
“Beyond
rest am I.”
Luke
had to strain to hear the words. “No.”
“My
time it is.”
Luke
swallowed as a heavy weight descended on his chest squeezing and constricting
his breathing. He leant forward and grasped Yoda’s little clawed hand. The
great luminous eyes seemed to be gazing towards something Luke could not yet
experience, looking beyond this reality and into the next.
“Proud
of you,” the old Jedi whispered. “Love…you.”
Luke
could hardly speak. “I know.”
Mara
Jade watched in bewilderment as the last of the Jedi carried his Master towards
a tiny construction which looked as if it had been fabricated from the elements
of the planet Dagobah itself and fitted underneath the roots of a giant
gnarltree. Lurching to her feet, ignoring the pounding in her head and the
desire to empty the contents of her stomach, she dizzily staggered after
Skywalker with his precious burden. This creature was Yoda! This was supposedly
the greatest Jedi of his age. He had survived the Clone Wars, the Jedi purge and
even Palpatine himself. She had to bend her head to enter the primitive dwelling
and tried not to reel with the pain. She had endured far worse.
“Time…to…start…anew.”
Yoda had lifted his gaze and was staring over Skywalker’s shoulder. The old
Jedi was looking straight at her. “Your fight…not with…with…the…boy it
is.”
“I…”
Mara opened and closed her mouth. Who was her fight with if it wasn’t
Skywalker?
“Luke,
help you she will. But her help…first you must ….”
“I
know.” Luke smiled down at his Master, a gentle smile warming his whole
countenance. He hoped that his eyes weren’t too red. “Ssh! Rest.”
“Look
after you she must.”
Mara
blinked. Look after Skywalker? Now, wait a minute.
“My
legacy to the galaxy you are. May the Force be…” And with a last sigh, soft
as air, Yoda vanished as if he had never been.
“Be
with you.” Luke finished, as he bowed his head, his shoulders shaking as
sudden realisation of his loss swept through him.